Random thoughts...

Processing still that I'm worth so much more than what others labeled me in the past. Losing all this weight and hitting the gym so much has opened my eyes to what life is about. I wasn't living life to the fullest until I took that step. I aim to be down to 12% body fat and stronger than anyone in from my blood line. Been getting pretty boy treatment where before where I would get shit for being goofy labeled as "creepy" is now being taken as "Wow he's so cute!". People just treat you differently when weight comes off the right way.

its weird im always like ohh let me check a different browser to see if my post didnt show up... really.. sometimes im like is it a different language thing or is it youtube or is it... thats why i drink mostly. but whatever. kinda a cray few days. just drinking a six pack.