Random thoughts...

Snake Nah, anon had a point. Every few months you get into a relationship, mostly leave the site, fall HARD every time ($1,000 within two months a d you've never physically met?! Crazy!), fall face first, get mad at the girl when it ends, cry, get up and claim some big improvement and repeat the cycle. Here's hoping the cycle changes with this one... It's probably best not to share details that look like attention grabbing at best.

Anon and yasshat have a point Snake, I kinda go througg the same simping you do but its too much pressure on both sides imo at least at the start, later down the line with actual living together, marriage and kids go for it love your wife or waifu. Just hope for the best and expect the worst at the start.

@yaasshat (apologies if you read the initial post with me being triggered with your comparison, I took it as you saying my current is anything like my ex so again apologies) I see your point but that’s not the case at all this time. Ariel accepts me for me and I even gained weight back. I stopped pursuing a degree trying to prove a point that never needed to be proved. Started going for my dreams. Helped me patch things up with my family. If that’s a bad influence then idk what a good influence is. Does that sound like a man with any material gain to boast about?

@joemama711 I appreciate how you worded it and we are being careful with it. Doing our own things at times but always communicate.

Sounds like you've got a pattern. I don't know you off of here, I only know the you that you present here. I never said you have bad influences, but you do you. I do wish you the best of luck in life. My ex wife is an Ariel, hopefully yours is better.lol

@yaasshat I’m sorry if you feel that way towards me but I assure that isn’t the case this time Yeah she is a lot better from what you have said implying on here lol I’m just happy she wants me for who I really am and not what I could be. As well as how far she goes for me. I would be an idiot to ignore her feelings for me.

Installed a game called Before your eyes and was excited to play it and then it told me that I need a fucking netflix account to be able to play this game. This made me dislike netflix even more. Now I'd rather drag my balls along a field of red hot charcoal than to get a netflix account

Sorry for being so triggered about that topic yaas it’s still a sensitive topic to me and I got self defense mechanisms set up that don’t need to be