Random thoughts...

Me trying to impress a girl https://i.imgflip.com/4b5jf0.jpg

I’m not really sure why I keep living tbh, even if I do succeed and get all this money it’ll still be the same as now. Honestly thinking about that makes me want to put that 22 to the test, a second of pain is better than a life time of misery. Well whatever, lifetime of misery it is.

Dude I’m going to be real with you, I can’t pull the trigger. I’ve tried all my life, so I just accepted its going to suck. Idk man, wish I could be as carefree as y’all. I just can’t do it, kinda sucks to see people enjoy their live and it’s just me. Also doesn’t help I have some actual wastes of resources talking shit behind my back. Can’t seem to catch a fucking break anywhere man, like what the fuck.

@Sobo, we all have been there or at least thought about suicide, you just have to come to terms with not just that life sucks but even people who seem happy often are just as on the brink as you are. Trust me when I say I know it's hard when it feels like your the only one in you life who even realizes you exist, but your not alone ever. I'll also say that the brain is hardwired to remember the bad way more then the good so you learn from pain/mistakes, don't let thoughts be your name.