Random thoughts...

I really hope the lady who helped Jeffery Epstein doesnt "kill herself" there is no way in hell 2 people will suicide in a row so they cant use that as an excuse this time. If she dies something is definitely up and someone is definitely killimg these people to keep their name out of the mix.

@candystarmagic no i didnt puke i didnt have anything to eat prior to drinking so it was the perfect opportunity. I did almost puke while downing the bacardi tho but mainly cuz it was just nasty af.

Whats fucked up is finally finding the person u want to live for and having them be another reason u want to end it. Other people are the reason for us existing, but they also cause us to not want to. You think they would be sad if you were gone, and if so how long do you think it would take them to get over it?

@mikan_kat and @kurok Stay strong. I don't know what you guys have been through but just stay strong. It's not gonna be bad forever. Remember the tunnel's dark but there's always light at the end of it.

@mikan_kat i really hope you can get better, you are a dear friend to alot of people. I dont know what it is that has you struggling this way. Whether it be loneliness or something you deal with irl but i hope you make it out ok. We dont want you to hurt yourself.

This is why I feel like I wouldn’t feel like killing myself so much if I just never meet anyone. No friends, no family, nobody. Either way I still don’t care and never did when people say “I’ll be sad if u died” watching my aunt on her last days and die a few Yrs ago made me realize that the pain they will go through won’t be that bad. Everyone moves on n Ull be a random memory. Cuz life must go on and at least u got wat u wanted. Call me selfish if u want

U wouldnt be here if u didnt care. Sadly thats just how it goes. Your nice enough not to want to hurt the people in life that were nice to you, or even if they werent... If u have to think about it its already too late. If ur talking about it its already too late. It means u dont want to even tho u know u do. -w- i have the same prob but its also why im just waiting till im finally all alone... itll happen eventually so why not wait till then... But i dont have long to wait so maybe its just me that thinks that way But if ur talking about it u secretly dont want to even if u dont know it, you want someone to care enough to actually ask whats wrong and care even if u dont want to talk about it or bother them with it. which if thats the case im sure many people would be more then happy to, or if they arent there is always someone like me who will come along who gets it and will say stuff like i do care and if u ever need someone to talk to im just a message away ... maybe im projecting