Your worst exs?

My ex would beat me and have sex with other guys and when I would catch her in a lie she would beat me or try to manipulate me into thinking that I was wrong and it was my fault we would have crazy sex but she hurt me and said the most horrible things to me I don’t even feel like a person anymore I just feel like an empty hole and I’m always sad I’m not a terrible person I try to make the person I care about happy but I always end up getting used

Someone I was good friends with for 2 years, probably nearly 3 and we got on so incredibly well and always had a blast - depressing life shit happens and I develop feelings for her and apparently she does for me as well, date for a month and find out she's started dating someone else behind my back. Cut her from my life entirely - I don't need that negativity.