Anyone ever experimented/experiments with drugs at any point?

Can't say that I have. I don't even really drink, despite the fact that I'm Irish/German, born on St. Pattrick's day, and have a twin brother who has experimented with certain substances. I have several friends who experiment, and I don't really care, so long as I am not present when they do so. Well, I can hang around friends who are smoking weed or drinking, but those two things are just impossible social activities to avoid if you want a social life.

yaasshat I've had friends with the same problem. Sometimes it just doesn't agree with people, it's on the rare side but it happens. Some use it for things like anxiety, pain, appetite, etc. Others smoke it because they like the feeling. I use it for anxiety and because I like the feeling, I've tried several kinds of prescription medication for anxiety and the pills always made me sick. Everyone has a different constitution, and if it makes you feel like shit, don't force yourself to do it. Besides, being straightedge is still respectable as hell. :)

My ex gf introduced me to weed. Weed is tight. I smoked everyday for a year straight. I'm thankful for weed because it caused my narcissist collapse. Bruh should know what the weed he gave me did. Call that shit unstoppable death explosion rebirth Pack. When I was low self awareness weed was fun. Now that I'm high self awareness I micro dose weed because I respect the drug I only use it to loosen the ego for deep inner work. But, I'm to pussy I like when the ego breaks but don't want to force it that's why I just gently tap the ego and see the size of the leak and can I handle it. I want a flood but I don't want to do it. But, I did alot of ego destruction I don't need anymore I would experiment and test the waters to get work done but I have schizophrenia so I stopped smoking if I didn't have it I would still be smoking. I wanna let in some of the pain from the deepest corners of my mind. Just leaks though to bad I have stupid voices.

Weed helps you rap and dance. I'm not a rapper but that shit makes you enter soul flow where you can't mess up rhyming what's on your soul because it loosens the ego protection. No wonder rappers high all the time. It helped my ex gf tattoo. Man I miss it. It was fun. Though I'd prolly tweak if I get high but 2 or 3 puffs is enough to catch a vibe without crashing out. I can prolly respect it and my limitations and have a good time if I play it by feels. I don't know why people go to space lol. It's nice to rap and come to know yourself. Also it's cool to catch a vibe and dance. I'm gonna try it again with my baby when she comes to America. She wants to try it. I tried talking her out of it. But, damn being blazed with my best friend / partner sound like a good time. I definitely could benefit from releasing some inhibitions. I hope I can still get happy high. Though I won't be rapping there's to much shit on my soul. If I do rap it will be some bullshit rap to make my baby laugh lol. People usually stop smoking cause of anxiety because the shit that's on there soul surfaces or on there heart or mind. And, people not ready to deal with that. I hope we have a good time because I really miss smoking I don't need it though it's just fun and helpful to have in the kit again. But, it's also dangerous if you don't respect it. As a narcissist because of survival mode anything labeled as threat I respect so you won't see me puffing no big clouds. Edit: Though my baby gonna be high af because she coughs even holding my vape real shit. It's so funny lmao.

As a teenager I tried a cigarette once, but it tasted bad and made me cough. Never felt the need to ever smoke again. I tried chewing tobacco once, accidentally swallowed some and puked my guts out. Definitely never tried that again. I also tried a beer once. Coors Light. Tasted like piss. Dumped it out and never drank beer again. I never understood why people would keep drinking it until they finally acquired a taste for it. My older brother took me out drinking harder liquor that he felt tasted better. The bar tab at the end of the night killed that for me. Talk about pissing away your money. And if I couldn’t even handle legal drugs, then illegal ones were definitely not for me.