i hate being single -.-

For me being single can sometimes be better the last few women I have dated fucked up my head a little yeah it does sucks at time but wanna be with the right person and not the wrong one

You're still young and I'm assuming are still in high school. Relationships at your age, while they can be nice, can seem very fleeting once you're done with grade school and are looking at college. That opens up a whole new avenue of friends, relationships, opportunities, etc. So don't sweat the small stuff too much because you'll have plenty of time to date as you get into your late teens and early twenties.

@penguinie - It is natural to feel that way sometimes at your age but your main focus should be self-enrichment; maturing healthfully, getting a good education, and figuring out what you want in life. If you get too tangled up in relationships you can restrict your options without intending to. If you are lonely and have poor social skills there is only one way to fix that: practice. Join some clubs in your school if they have something you are interested in or want to learn about. Take up a sport or study martial arts, dance, music, arts, etc... get involved with your local community in one of these things. You will be forced to socialize and will inevitably make connections. As you go along when you see that person that is more than just cute and you feel compelled you have to meet them, you will be ready and capable.

I'm the type of person that wants a special relationship with someone else but that even knowing those feelings I won't hold a serious relationship or live under the statement "I'm her/his boyfriend/girlfriend.". Is like I just want to have a person like that bordering in between a serious relationship and a friend with benefits. Maybe I'm just scared of commitment so that's why I never had a boyfriend lol.

I don't like being single either, but it has its benefits.I think It sucks that my family puts pressure on me to find a girlfriend. I guess what helps me is to think about my old friends from the neighborhood's relationship history. You could end up with the wrong person who is crazy /unstable, or end up with something you don't want.