what is it like to fall in love??

The person you are in love with: Are the center of your universe and the most important person in it. (Not that you don't still care about your friends/family.) Is the most beautiful creature on earth to you. (In a holistic way, regardless of just physical beauty.) Is someone you always want to be close to and hold. Is someone you want to share the joys and adventures of life with. Is like a part of you. Really love and obsession are very similar. But obsession is usually one-sided.

You've reached that point too? it took me longer but now every time i see a couple together on the bus or train.. kissing or hugging it drives me insane. it was so much easier to suppress my emotions before and focus on doing good at my first job and making a good career. Met a girl once.. Korean Chick, skinny, nice girl.. she was a traveler working on getting a job and visa for the US. I caught myself thinking of her even to the point it became a distraction during work or even at home. started thinking of going out of my way to do things for her..thinking of calling her to take her out somewhere. Getting her gifts... or just making sure she was ok (I never go anywhere... and i live in party city miami) started questioning myself like i was going mad. I always thought I'd be single forever and was ok with it for a long time. I choked eventually and stopped bothering her. She moved on. I don't think she was ever interested in me to begin with. Even after she left months afterwards i still think about her now. just not as often. She doesn't have much of a digital footprint so tracking her is difficult. I have her email but she doesn't respond. I have my regrets that i may have missed a golden opportunity. Maybe she wasn't the one, I don't know. If another shows up.. I'll definitely tell her everything and spoil her like crazy...

It's hard to describe. A girl(or Boy) you love is just the most important thing in the world for you. You want to be constantly around her, Hug, kiss, keep her safe and happy, Just being next to her can make you happy. When she's hurt you want to do everything to make her happy, When somebody hurts her, You will feel more hostility then you would think possible. That's not saying you won't get angry with her or fight, You will argue, disagree, But you two will get over it if you actually love each other. Why? Because you just want each other to be happy in the end. You can at times, just be thinking about her with no real reason, while doing something completely different. Love can be the greatest or worst thing in your life . It just depends on who you end up loving I suppose, Because if someone betrays that love, It will show you the darkest parts of your personality, And bring out the strongest type of hate that you most likely capable of. You'd be angry for no reason instead of happy, Depressed all day, Isolate yourself and feels like the whole world is over. But once you get over it, You'll feel better then you ever did, You'll be stronger and hopefully a better person. Love is most definitely the greatest double edged sword emotionally. Or at least that's my experiences with it.