why so sad?

So, I've decided to watch Clannad. Got to episode 9, and now I want to kill myself. Seriously, Elfin lied, Gun slinger girl, Angel beats, and so many more, have taken my will to live. YOU HERE ME?!! I DON'T WANT TO LIVE!! If it wasn't for beautiful stories like Chobits, where it's all good in the end, I'd boycott anime/manga. Except anything with baka in the title, or huge priests who like girls completely nude, except wearing knee high socks, and down on their knees licking his ass! This is why I was born without emotions. These anime/manga are artificially creating feelings, and don't know how to deal with them. Well I'm done ranting. I just needed to talk about this, and no one I know is able to understand how anime/manga can do this to a person. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go clean my face, and repeat reasons not to jump to myself.