Video Gaming 13 Year Old

Yes, video games practically comprise my entire life. The oddities and somewhat inherent attractiveness of Japanese culture have led me to like it greatly, but presently, I'm certainly not as interested as I used to be. ...Alright, do you wish to know the true reason why I'm here? The story begins in 3rd Grade, with an astonishingly beautiful young lass and my odious self. She absolutely loved anime, and I suppose I was a bit of an anime dilettante. We had a relationship, which involved the standard fare "We make romantic gestures to each other but never confess our true feelings for each other". Our connection was sui generis, however: there was a sort of innate attraction between us, sprouted from our shared misery (which is tangentially irrelevant). Long story short, she moved to New York and I completely lost contact with her. Dear Lord, I'm an idiot, aren't I? Otherwise...I hate modern music (rap, hip-hop, whatever the hell is popular these days). I love classical music, I ardently believe in upholding morality and individualism. As I said before, video games are essentially my life (Final Fantasy, Pokemon, Kingdom Hearts, Pikmin, Starcraft, Fire Emblem, The Legend of Zelda, Mario, Metroid)...I hate all First-Person Shooters, Call of Duty is NOT a video game series. Well, that's pretty much it. I'm a social outcast that only knows how to push buttons. That's all I ever do, push buttons. All day, every day, pus buttons. I'm a goddamned freak.

Well then welcome to the club. I have been a gamer since before the SNES, and all I ever did was play games all the way through my school life. I too was, and to a degree still am, a social outcast. People my age always talk down to me cause I am not interested in drinking, sex, or doping up. I don't regret at all about my past as a gamer, in fact I thank it for teaching me real life lessons. I have noticed that my taste for art is much richer then most peoples, also my value on human life is too. You have no idea how many people I grew up with are not either dead or dying from drinking and driving, ODs, and STDs. We maybe social outcasts but that is not our fault for who we are, it is their fault for not excepting it. I am now 24 and I still have never gotten drunk, I have never gotten high, I have never smoke a cigarette. After 24 years I have watched my surroundings and have decided that I will remain on the outside and just watch. I am not one to take movie or anime philosophy seriously but there was one line I heard years ago that has always been stuck in the back of my mind when I first watched Berserk, 'I would rather fight for my life then live it". I think that vary line is what has molded me into who I am today. Why I spewed all that junk I don't know... Just keep gaming kid, you won't regret it.

i found u again? i was just surfing this site on a bored whim....btw classical music is awesome!i like violins and cellos most of all!;p