Anybody else losing their marbles over Destiny?

I've been watching everything Destiny related since March and have also been trying to write a fan fiction for the game, but without the proper lore and details of environments and enemy movements, tactics, etc. I can't finish it. All I can do is eat, sleep and dream of Destiny. Anyone else feel this way? I'm also new here, so hello everyone! Anyone getting it for ps4? Would love some proper FPS friends to join my clan once I retrieve my PS4 from the Fallen who stole it (the pawn shop). Lol.

I will be getting it, just have not decided to preorder the white PS4 or get one now so I can play the beta. It would be nice to have a clan set up from day 1 though.

That's my plan. The Order of the Shield and Crown or The Eternal Crown (my ode to the Everlasting Guilty Crown). My only problem is that I don't have a computer so I can't set up everything from my phone.