Stressed

Uuugghh, someone help me here with my issue. I'm feminine, I hate a lot of men, I'm highly stressed over nothing. I have an old man back, I'm a complete loner, I'm good around kids, I deal with bullies and Swag fags a lot, I deal with dumbasses calling me a weeaboo when I'm not all dedicated 24/7 to anime. It's just really annoying and irritating me. I'm just sick and tired of all of this. My hair already has evidence of a lot of gray hairs for my age. Look at me already drinking like a loser and using those things that those kids call "vapes." I can only get a long with a bunch of adults. I can't really take this anymore, I won't kill myself or anything but I'm just this depressed. I need help. :(

Maverick is right if you are serious. The present is only the present the future can be anything. Find hobbies and look for things that make you happy focus on some of the anime that you love. Even better find friends who are reallly into stuff you are. I can tell you that having those bonds when you really do have a friend will help out dramatically. There are plenty of otakus and gamers around so look for those who have like minded interest and ignore those who dont.

First, get professional help. Sure, it's a good thing to vent to people, even if online, but you sound like you need to learn some coping mechanisms. Talk to your parents and let them know. I'm sure they care and they will help. Also, school counselors will help. Second, don't use substance abuse as a crutch. You chose you drink and "vape". I know you may feel at wits end, but trust me, you can handle a hell of a lot more than you think. At least you're not looking for a job, wondering if you'll make rent, pay the electric, pay for a car, car insurance, phone bill, gas, food...etc...I'm that guy, but Shit ain't all that bad.:) I was a loner in high school and even in my adult life. I'm not athletic nor am I into sports, but guess what? I know I can make things better. I have to make the change and slowly am. Life's all about challenges and never accepting defeat. You either learn and grow or give up and die. Just stay strong and if ya need to vent, vent away. :)

I never plan to kill myself, I'm just tired of all this bullshit. Vapes are refillable and rechargeable E-Cigs basically. I just can't believe that I'm the total opposite of my family also, I'm the youngest bro of my other two, and they can't seem to never shut the fuck up. One of them is a annoying waeaboo fuck, and one of them is an extraterrestrial species(swagfag) I'm treated the most like crap. I'm just glad to be living. Why don't people seem to grow up? Seriously this is highly ridiculous, can't people be themselves rather than being some modern day moron?

Yasshat I have been waiting for your return and agreed. If anything venting can help out a lot. People like to follow their own paths this is part of being human instead of following the right path we like to follow what appeals to us. If you do not like the people who are around you simply find others. Vent here and clear your head and feel better then use this site along with other social outlets to help out.

Everyone knows I drink and smoke it out a lot. The only thing that's on my mind is leaving America, I feel like I've studied enough kanji. All because of these kids that rant at me, I've become so violent, I started to learn the arts of combat sambo and now I hide weapons with me(6 kunai's and a blade from Katachi weapons)

For some, being a modern day moron is who they are... O think a lot of your issues just come with the territory of being a teenager. Been there dine that... Some day, you'll look back a laugh, trust me. Also, e-cigs? Sheesh, we have ourselves a hard core thug here fellas.:P Man, you'll be fine. I honestly would consider professional help if you're having real problems with depression. I was on meds myself at your age and I fully understand how debilitating and exhausting it can be.

You're still pretty young (16) and dealing with the stressors at this age can be a pain in the ass. I grew up in a pissant little town where I had very little in common with any of my peers. I got picked on a lot and was the youngest of three siblings who I had very little in common with as well. It became a lot easier once I moved out and was able to get to a school and social circles that were much more accepting of my quirks. The best thing I can suggest for you is to seek out like minded people who are more accepting of you and your interests.