Reflection

I look at my reflection what can I change? The smile fake, eyes of rage. Disappointment, the pain of going through the motions of everyday. How did I get here? This point of my life. I imagine happiness, yet only find strife. The tears in the reflection continuously flowing.. I no longer live for myself, I have to keep going. Where to find happiness when all seems so bare.. how do you know when you've finally found "there"?