Goals in life (and failed ones too)

I was gonna kill myself by high school but I didn't so I guess it's good that I failed at that goal huh. I don't really have a whole bunch of goals because I'm not really a goal oriented person, I just kind of enjoy the journey and the experience. The outcome doesn't matter as much for me, I did drop out of high school because it was a really toxic enviornment so now I'm persuing a GED so I guess it's not all bad. I'm just an "in the now" person. But i would say my main goal for life in general is to be an artist (professionally or not I don't care either way) and to just live a happy and successful life.