‍Animekid

WoW, Kanokon, I like that one. Guess I won't buy it than. I was planning to buy it, yet I was holding off on it. So, you following anything this season?

Well hope all is better, and get over that bug. ... So strawberry panic not playing, eh. You can get a new Blu-ray/DvD player for like $100 easy.

ha kid did u miss me https://68.media.tumblr.com/1f27304d5c475c69e85c9d2bc3d3144c/tumblr_inline_ns0leqM8yp1ru6psk_540.png

She's dying from heat. Summer is EVIL *__* How are youuu doing?

I have absolutely great news! Not that you guys really care that much though. Last night mango and I talked and fell asleep together and I cannot remember the last time I slept so peacefully. I don't know what she's doing now, possibly sleeping, since the phone hung up but right now I feel so alive. I feel like this is a brand new day and I don't mean that in the obvious sense. I feel so much better than I have in a long time and I feel completely renewed. I don't know how long this feeling will last without more contact from her like last night but I plan on cherishing this feeling right now, this warmth inside of me that tells me that everything is going to be ok. I almost feel like a brand new person with a new outlook on life, like I have a direction to walk forward in and every reason to live though I realize it does sound quite dramatic. Anime used to make me feel something like this until I reached the day that I felt, what was the point of having so much anime around and me if there wasn't someone to share it with? This woman revitalizes me so much more than anime ever did though, she makes me feel alive and makes me feel like I have a purpose in my life and gives me clear-cut goals to strive for in life and even more than that she gives me the drive to reach out to accomplish these goals. I don't care if someone says my words or thoughts are foolhardy because this woman provides me with more happiness than I have ever known my entire life and she does it all just by being herself. She doesn't put on unnecessary airs, she doesn't try to act a certain way nor hide who she really is. Realistically we all do this to some degree at some point in our lives but some people make a habit of it and she is definitely not one of these people. She is just who she is and I love her so much for it. She is the Sun, the moon, and the stars in my sky, she is the ground beneath my feet, my very foundation. She is my guiding light and without any doubt, has captured my heart. To be honest I gave her my heart before I even realized that I had given it away. With her I feel that all things are possible and that I can survive anything that life may try to throw at me and that everything will be ok as long as I have her by my side. There is still a tumultuous road head and there are parts of it that, for awhile, I will need to walk down by myself, I will need to have the strength to stand tall and walk down by myself until the day that I can hold her hand once again, to stand beside her once again and I can lift my head high to have a heart bursting with pride and happiness to be able to do so once again with the woman that I love. When I am able to do that, to reach that point with her again, that is when the road will start to soften, when the rocks and the crags and the potholes along that tumultuous road will start to soften and disappear into a smooth path for us to walk down together. I do not know how long it will take to reach this point in the path nor how difficult it will be reach this point but I do know that with just one smile, one laugh, one light brush of her hand across me, that whatever aches or pains that I might have, they all just disappear and there's no way that you can put a price tag on that. Even Zeus's punishment upon Prometheus would be a small price to pay for what lies at the end of this road.https://i.imgflip.com/1h0o8m.jpg