I'm a terrible human being in general. I'm a walking paradox. I'm exploitative. I'm reclusive. I'm depressing. I can seem quite evil at times. i get lonely and hurt quite easily. I am very shy, but I will talk to someone if they intrigue me enough. I'll talk to most people who talk to me first, though it might take a bit to get me out of my shell.
Despite all of this I'm told I'm a half decent person. I try my very hard to be kind. I pour my heart and soul into the things and people I love, and I am more passionate about things than anyone I've ever met. I lose myself in things; even in smallest of details. Be it whims, work, or projects. Because of all this, I can be either completely crushed, or remarkably uplifted by even the smallest of things.
I'm strange. I beat myself up a lot. I hate myself. I often overthink things and they can drive me to insanity. I want to improve, but I can't seem to do it by myself. I examine every piece of a situation before making big situations, and try not to rush into things; But I know everyone does things their own way.
I'm not normal. There is no such thing as "normal". I try to keep my crazy covered up though. I want to be somebody to hang around with but I always get so scared of pushing people away that I can't be myself at all. My pacing in relationships, even friendships, needs major work. If I offend you, please point it out to me, I'd much rather be criticized than ignored. I want to be a better person.
I'm open with people I trust. If I truly consider you a friend, I do trust you. I don't want to hurt or be hurt, so I'm a bit nervous about romantic relationships. You can't learn without getting hurt; I know this all to well, and I do my best not to allow those I care about to feel too much of that pain.
I'm a person who says and gives alot(as meaningless as what I say/give may be), but more than that, I'd like to be there to listen even if you think nobody is. I'm not sure if I have something to do and somewhere to be, I just haven't found it yet.
I'm still finding out what I am. I've only been on this planet for around 18(soon to be 19) years. I don't know myself completely yet. I need somebody there for me to help me figure out what I am and what I want to be.
I'm not always the best at responding. Mostly cause I'm not on too often. I'll give my close friends my number or some way to contact me if they want.
I can be creative, but I often need a template or base to start things I'm not used to. As such, I apologize if this profile seems to have a similar setup as yours...Please say something if you are offended, but I promise you, Everything in this profile is completely true.
If you wanna know anything else about me, feel free to ask ^-^
#1 waifu: Kuroneko(Gokou Ruri)
Despite all of this I'm told I'm a half decent person. I try my very hard to be kind. I pour my heart and soul into the things and people I love, and I am more passionate about things than anyone I've ever met. I lose myself in things; even in smallest of details. Be it whims, work, or projects. Because of all this, I can be either completely crushed, or remarkably uplifted by even the smallest of things.
I'm strange. I beat myself up a lot. I hate myself. I often overthink things and they can drive me to insanity. I want to improve, but I can't seem to do it by myself. I examine every piece of a situation before making big situations, and try not to rush into things; But I know everyone does things their own way.
I'm not normal. There is no such thing as "normal". I try to keep my crazy covered up though. I want to be somebody to hang around with but I always get so scared of pushing people away that I can't be myself at all. My pacing in relationships, even friendships, needs major work. If I offend you, please point it out to me, I'd much rather be criticized than ignored. I want to be a better person.
I'm open with people I trust. If I truly consider you a friend, I do trust you. I don't want to hurt or be hurt, so I'm a bit nervous about romantic relationships. You can't learn without getting hurt; I know this all to well, and I do my best not to allow those I care about to feel too much of that pain.
I'm a person who says and gives alot(as meaningless as what I say/give may be), but more than that, I'd like to be there to listen even if you think nobody is. I'm not sure if I have something to do and somewhere to be, I just haven't found it yet.
I'm still finding out what I am. I've only been on this planet for around 18(soon to be 19) years. I don't know myself completely yet. I need somebody there for me to help me figure out what I am and what I want to be.
I'm not always the best at responding. Mostly cause I'm not on too often. I'll give my close friends my number or some way to contact me if they want.
I can be creative, but I often need a template or base to start things I'm not used to. As such, I apologize if this profile seems to have a similar setup as yours...Please say something if you are offended, but I promise you, Everything in this profile is completely true.
If you wanna know anything else about me, feel free to ask ^-^
#1 waifu: Kuroneko(Gokou Ruri)
