TaylorHime

Yay I haven't been forgotten! That would probably be pretty safe to say lol. By the way I have a picture up here (currently my default) of how I looked for Halloween this year and here's a link for the video for this year (not great this time compared to the other video's) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NAGKKE7MdOE Not quite as much with Christmas....or at least not yet ;) haha. Good news! I was able in the end to see the season finale of Doctor Who before we ended our cable/satellite!

Yo Taylor long time no see, I stil wonder why you left so early on tinychat but oh well. x) How are you and anything news to share? :)

Taylor, I wold like to send you a private message about some things that are going on. I don't want to make them public, and you can share them with Lisa if you like, but I would like to tell you something to kind of explain where my head is at.. It's nothing to do with any of this, except for the fact why I've been so.. volatal (sp?). You can delete me afterwards, but I would just like to fill you in. It's not an excuse, just more of an explanation of sorts..

Here, you want to know my story? I take Xanax, Lamictal, and Vibyrd daily. I take Adavan (sp?) when my anxiety gets out of control. I am clinically depressed, severe social anxiety, and OCD. I'm fucked up worse than you are, even though I don't believe you are. You're a good friend to Lisa and I respect that, and am thankful you are taking care of each other. I'm sorry I hurt you and lisa, I never wanted to, I swear. I just wish you could lower your shield and just listen.

Look, I do also, ok? It was low, and quite honestly, I didn't know you did. I deleted the two posts.

I DONT EVEN WANT TO MESS WITH YOU! You don't deserve it, but this is 4 months of... pent up aggravation boiling over that I wish you would have just talked about with me.