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Can't sleep. My sleep schedule has been garbage for weeks now. Plus it seems like any time I go lie down, I either sleep for a normal amount of time OR stay up for another 4 hours without sleep and then fall asleep. There's a girl trying to win/keep my heart but... I'm struggling enough to keep a hold on myself. I hope you get the job at walmart, that'd be great for you, Gaby. There's just a lot of stress piling on me atm and it makes it hard to sleep.

I appreciate the vote of confidence. I'm sure that the interview went better than you thought, and that you'll land something easily. The nervous potato bit I sincerely doubt though. ;)

Basically they were asking too much of me, the work isn't something I can do efficiently, and I decided it'd be best to leave before they fired me outright. Dad's getting worse from work-related stress so more often than not I have to deal with the brunt of his frustration. I'm glad things are going a bit better for you; you deserve it.

I'm out of a job, actually. Broke right now, saving what I can for college and looking for work. Not in a very good spot atm, and things at home aren't much better. :\

Mhm... a bit late, yeah, but that's me. Fashionably late to everything. I could be doing better, truth be told.

Well, stop blaming yourself. I overreacted to something inconsequential and shut myself in like an idiot. I'm sorry for having caused you this much emotional duress the last few months, I just... didn't know what to say or when.

....I commend you for that. In truth, I felt hurt and went into seclusion; something I haven't done in a long time, especially not based on feelings. Though I guess my childish motivation matters not; I hurt you, and that isn't something I'll easily (if ever) forgive myself for doing. I truly am sorry for how I acted... for what that's worth.

Whatever you say *shrugs*