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Shizuma

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shizuma
Apr 11, 12 at 1:01pm
I just glare at guys, and I tend to intimidate them away, though I'm told i'm intimidating to approach in general, even though i'm a nice friendly person, but yeah, most assume i'm straight because I dress like a straight girl....actually often I dress like an anime character, short skirts, thigh high socks, etc, lol! I actually used to be shy too, didn't think I was attractive, etc, but I eventually mostly got over that fortunately. Mine mostly seem to be 2-3 months of good, then it falls apart, though I did have one that was 6 1/2 months and one that was 4 years.
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Apr 11, 12 at 12:45pm
Oh understood when I get approached guys say that I'm too cute to be gay and I end up wanting to cry lol. I'm too sensitive and about as tough as a cotton ball. Most assume I'm just an ultra shy straight girl, when really I tried dating guys but was just blegh the whole time. I understand the cheating too first ever gf cheated with her ex who was at the time engaged to her brother. Second used me to get her things, after that I just kinda gave up. I'd like to get out but I get panicked easily if someone gets too touchy fast. I suppose I'd just like that notion that dating means more then just the first few weeks of its all good.
shizuma
Apr 11, 12 at 12:36pm
No worries ago, it was months ago that we broke up and we weren't together that long anyways. I've been kind of on hiatus from dating because of issues from the one before the last one, she was emotional abusive, lied to me, cheated on me, manipulated me, etc. My problem is i'm very femme and look straight, and I have no gaydar, especially for other femmes which is what i'm attracted too, so it's so hard to meet someone. I had actually met a women at AB that I spent a lot of time with sat (she was also in the masquerade fashion show), but I didn't want to ask for her number or anything cause I assumed she was likely straight.
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Apr 11, 12 at 12:23pm
Its a great anime but the manga has more into the characters I think, and I'm sorry you broke up >< didn't mean to trudge that up. I understand though, I've been terrified of dating again thanks to my last two. I'm very shy and often my friends say that makes me easy to use so they had to step in with my last one which was over 2 years ago. I worry because I find it hard to talk openly at first people find me rude. But really it's just hard for me to spak up.
shizuma
Apr 11, 12 at 11:11am
Cool :) I actually sadly know very little about Sailor Moon even since I never really watched it, it was supposed to be a couples cosplay with my gf at the time, but I had already bought the fabric when we broke up so I planned on still cosplaying her anyways since I already bought the stuff, I guess that just means I need to stop slacking and actually watch the anime.
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Apr 11, 12 at 11:02am
Thats the season we wuld be doing too lol I just have to finish her outfits since we'll do princess too
shizuma
Apr 11, 12 at 11:00am
Aww, that's to bad you didn't all finish those in time, I was actually supposed to be cosplaying Super Sailor Uranus too at AB, but I moved two weeks before the con and that ate up so much time I simply couldn't get that cosplay done.
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Apr 11, 12 at 10:49am
Yep that was Emily she was amazing ^^ we were supposed to be a SM group but not many finished on time Im to be Chibi Usa I'd like to find a Helios lol
shizuma
Apr 11, 12 at 10:45am
Oh, awesome, you guys won an award(s) too didn't you? It was a Great skit, I liked it, I especially laughed with Neptune dancing to I kissed a girl, lol! :D
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Apr 11, 12 at 10:38am
Anime has talent I was the Creep Hinata who gets shy and hides behind Berly whose like pffft whatever. Im extremly shy so it was amazing I did it
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