Shirayumi

Hello and welcome to Maiotaku!! It's awesome that you are an international student in England. I kind of wish I could go there!

Sometimes in the beginning dear friend we must expell some nasty truths in order for us to become pure and whole again. Even though I do not personally know you, it brings me great joy knowing that you're in a stable location, doing your best to look after your own good. It was described to me over a year ago that our lives our like a glass of water. And sometimes there's dirt and muck at the bottom of the glass. But once you start pouring clear water into the glass, constantly, the muck and dirt will eventually sift to the top and overflow until it's not present anymore in the glass. Once our bodies are permanently purified, we have no more reason to suffer or worry about the what-ifs. Believe me, it's in each of us to get there, and to know that the beauty of who you are really will resonate amongst the world.

Our pasts don't hold any truth to our futures Shirayumi. In the end, we're ultimately looking for peace and sometimes that's more of peace of mind, rather than just saying I have a good family, a good car and a job that pays well. Granted no one wants to be treated poorly. What were looking for a permanent solution to end our suffering and upon sometimes our Self is guided to those most right and most prominent of truths. Needless to say it's in each of us to find that, but as long as you're treating yourself right, then nothing else out there matters.