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o l i @olivercrusher
is it sad that i slept under my desk last night to see if i could maybe get inspiration.
i dream about my cat being locked outside and a russian dog protecting it from predators that lurked in the forest.
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o l i @olivercrusher
oh yeah i got my act test results back.
i literally failed every single topic lmao.
i cant stand all these damn failures im having consecutively
its really starting to piss me off and make me even more depressed then i already am.
im lowkey on the edge of buying a rope and putting it in my closet for future use.
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o l i @olivercrusher
im so excited for net neutrality to see its end.
of course that was heavy sarcasm.
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o l i @olivercrusher
here was the linework v of it
Lamby @momoichi dayum naisu, but the ass isnt symmetric really, the front cheek isnt round enough, but the second is alright, plus you did the boobs well
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o l i @olivercrusher
a drawingim drawing for my sister
cool
the coloring is shit
cuz im bad at coloring
drawing is unoriginal bc i just looked an image and drew it off there. colors are original tho.
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o l i @olivercrusher
am i really happy with myself
am i really happy with my drawings
am i really confident with my future
am i really positive things will turn out the way i want them too
am i really going to get an ACTUAL burst of motivation
do i really need to go to art school
is there really even a point
theres no point if youre questioning yourself
theres no point if you have no self-confidence
theres no point at all
i need friends to talk to.
but im to shy to talk to anyone
it would probably be best for me to stay a loner
nobody would want to talk to someone like me
im a nuisance
an annoyance
i wish i never moved
i miss my old friends
i want to go back
i dont like it here
im not happy here at all
i want to talk with my old friends again
i wanted to hang out with them more
but i cant now
i want to go back
but i cant
sorry had to get a few things off my chest
not like anyone reads this stuff lol
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o l i @olivercrusher
i have gained a SUDDEN BURST OF MOTIVATION AND IDEAS AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HAVE TO DRAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
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o l i @olivercrusher
am I sleep deprived?
probably.
im always damn tired and shit so it would make sense.
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o l i @olivercrusher
its been to be a girl but it lowkey looks like a dude wearing a ribbon.
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o l i @olivercrusher
first time coloring a drawing not digitally
the drawings itself is a little messed up but meh it is what it is