o l i

im so excited for net neutrality to see its end. of course that was heavy sarcasm.

a drawingim drawing for my sister cool the coloring is shit cuz im bad at coloring drawing is unoriginal bc i just looked an image and drew it off there. colors are original tho.

am i really happy with myself am i really happy with my drawings am i really confident with my future am i really positive things will turn out the way i want them too am i really going to get an ACTUAL burst of motivation do i really need to go to art school is there really even a point theres no point if youre questioning yourself theres no point if you have no self-confidence theres no point at all i need friends to talk to. but im to shy to talk to anyone it would probably be best for me to stay a loner nobody would want to talk to someone like me im a nuisance an annoyance i wish i never moved i miss my old friends i want to go back i dont like it here im not happy here at all i want to talk with my old friends again i wanted to hang out with them more but i cant now i want to go back but i cant sorry had to get a few things off my chest not like anyone reads this stuff lol

i have gained a SUDDEN BURST OF MOTIVATION AND IDEAS AND AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAVE TO DRAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

am I sleep deprived? probably. im always damn tired and shit so it would make sense.

first time coloring a drawing not digitally the drawings itself is a little messed up but meh it is what it is

lets write a poem and share them tomorrow <3 jk. night not like anyone reads this shiiiiiiiiiii

i want to buy a piano. but i need to afford one first. i also need to learn how to play it. ugh why do i need these things.