NerdySakura

Heh! It's all about making the best of it isn't it? I mean yeah I signed up, didn't like it and I'll leave whether I pass or fail (Most likely fail ^^") but hey if I can have that self-awarded achievement of commitment then I'm happy in the end o/ Yeah it's quite a bit ^^" Most people don't seem to notice though but my friends tend to find something about me that suggests I have a disability or two heh! I don't have the excessive swearing level of tourettes though - that comes from my Irish heritage XD And don't worry I won't let it stop me, I'm just making the best I can with how life is for me really - it's all I can really do ain't it? :I Although I hope I can at least drive because I don't want to have to hire a chauffeur for everything >.< Ah! So you learned it all from an internship? That's great! I don't get why people stay away from internships, I mean you get an inside look on how things are and it looks fantastic on your CV o/ Sure you don't get paid but y'know, experience helps a lot in the long run :I So I can see education being a HUGE part for you in the future Sakura, hell if it already is now then life will be interesting being either a librarian or a special ed teacher o/ And I can understand the intimidation with high schoolers :I Because teaching students roughly 4-6 years younger than you would seem pretty damn nerve racking. I don't know if I told you but I want to get into games journalism to write game reviews and articles and recently I actually got accepted into a internship myself X3 Writing reviews and articles for a small independent website, I actually wrote up a review on Doom not long ago and it's available for reading if you want to see it? I took it up because it's really something I want to get into o/ I like game design but honestly I prefer writing about games in general XD Ah really? I guess I should've expected that with the library dream job X3 Heh! I can imagine being you being a librarian and seeing people read your own book I mean that would be incredible XD What kind of stories do you write Sakura?

O.o ... where's yamcha and krillin? Hiyo bryan

Sakura, I hope you had an amazing day. I was lucky enough to get a fair amount of sleep last night, but for what it's worth, I was able to collect on some rather interesting information that may pertain to your troubles. Whenever we feel distant, or we see that's there is error with the people we care about, we tend to set ourselves to a default negative mindset. It is in these times, we need to keep to our roots that even though our minds function as an example: "I may be the youngest sister and not married, or I'll never have a relationship..." Those thoughts are entirely untrue. What I have trained myself to do is that if, I am destined to be alone with no girlfriend or wife, I will still be happy. I have the truth and understanding that it is okay to be humble, because all I'm ever asking for is to be closer to our source, our creator, our God. This is what truly roots me to my true potential and being.

Yup! It's really a sense of self-respect in all honesty, most people stick to a course they hate because it's what they want to do but if they hate the course then it's really not something they want to do or they just don't like the responsibilities that come with it. At the very least making it to the end will show I'm persistent and willing to see it through and that's a good bit of self satisfaction so I felt like I can achieve something on a personal level X3 Yup, I have autism, tourettes and dyspraxia o/ I might have a couple more but I'm really not so sure about that. It's a little disheartening really as those things can really hinder me doing things in real life, like I may not be able to drive a car or do particular jobs and what-not especially with how strict it is here in the UK so you can imagine why that bothers me - but you know they're a part of what makes me, me so... Meh I guess XD And yeah some countries don't take special education too seriously so I think it will be a pretty nice thing to do! And if you can get plenty of people on board and a good bit of funding you can do a bit of traveling and do other kinds of stuff while you're at it x3 Well, I think it's good as well that you know exactly what you want to do! Hell I've seen people who are 25 and still have no idea what to do with their life - I mean I'm 20 and I've had a decent idea what to do ever since I was about 17 or so, I guess we have it lucky knowing our goals eh? Oh you teach as well? That's pretty great! Although still being quite young yourself, I'm guessing you teach really young students like Kindergartners? I think that's how you say it XD Heh! To be honest, even though I want to go into writing in games journalism I also want to be an author as well XD I mean some of the stories I thought up are like heavily over-the-top anime inspired because I love anything OTT XD