Hello! I am a shy, socially anxious INFP with a deep inner world I'm longing to share. I love to create stories in any way, shape, or form, though I'm partial to writing and role playing! I'm very emotional and feel things very deeply, and emotional complexity is something I'm super into—I love reading way too deeply into and overanalyzing media and characters. I have a hyperfixation on a group of OCs I've built over the years, and they are a huge part of who I am in a way that's difficult to overstate. I don't feel truly comfortable with someone unless I feel comfortable freely expressing my thoughts and feelings about my OCs (and, ideally, some OCs of their own) with them. I want to be able to randomly message you during the day with something like "hey, wouldn't it be interesting if our OCs did ____?" I want to be able to make up a bunch of needless but fun AUs and obsess over them. More than anything, I want us to be creative together!
I love thinking too much about things. I am very, very passionate about my creativity, and I'm drawn to people who are also very passionate. I'm definitely very self-conscious, shy, and even sort of embarrassed about myself and my level of passion, worrying it might be too much or off-putting to some people, and I'm very anxious and afraid of upsetting or disappointing people in general. Expect me to apologize a lot if we start talking and to need reassurance that I'm not bothering you; it's something I'm working on, but I still have a long way to go in finding more confidence! For a long time, I've been very afraid to reach out to people, but I've gotten to a point where I feel really painfully lonely in the huge world I hold inside my head, and I'd really like to share that world with someone.
Ideally, I would love to find someone who also has a rich inner landscape full of OCs they're longing to share with someone. I want someone who likes long, deep conversations about things that might ultimately be silly—but on the other hand, I want someone who also likes to talk about ideas that are on the sillier side, too! I want someone I can feel comfortable fully opening up to and sharing my OCs with, because they're such a big part of me that I don't really feel like someone "knows" me if they don't know my OCs, too.
I love thinking too much about things. I am very, very passionate about my creativity, and I'm drawn to people who are also very passionate. I'm definitely very self-conscious, shy, and even sort of embarrassed about myself and my level of passion, worrying it might be too much or off-putting to some people, and I'm very anxious and afraid of upsetting or disappointing people in general. Expect me to apologize a lot if we start talking and to need reassurance that I'm not bothering you; it's something I'm working on, but I still have a long way to go in finding more confidence! For a long time, I've been very afraid to reach out to people, but I've gotten to a point where I feel really painfully lonely in the huge world I hold inside my head, and I'd really like to share that world with someone.
Ideally, I would love to find someone who also has a rich inner landscape full of OCs they're longing to share with someone. I want someone who likes long, deep conversations about things that might ultimately be silly—but on the other hand, I want someone who also likes to talk about ideas that are on the sillier side, too! I want someone I can feel comfortable fully opening up to and sharing my OCs with, because they're such a big part of me that I don't really feel like someone "knows" me if they don't know my OCs, too.
