kawaiinesie

that was reaaaly fun!! >___< (skype) thanks guys.. :) *grouphugsstyt* you all are sweet..and very thoughtful.ne!!.. ((esp.bryanchan, sakrachan!!, altairkun, mumbles, ritsuichan, araznochan, dhillonkun,and minna..)).Q_Q i was very happy hearing you all..esp sakrachan going.~ka-waiii..kawaii..kawaii..xDlol..very cute! im very touched and happy.. i was not going like forever (sillies)..it's more of a break to think and solve things on my own and not craziiilly drag anyone else, o___o and look! it turn out the other way around.LOLs (oh yeah! i forgot..yappari we are all a crazy bunch ne!.) >_< ..nesie is touched and happy..*bows* actually, now,.., i was about to tell how things actually happened.. and now ....honestly,, i'm just ""staring straight in the computer wondring what to do.lol.. umm..it was not his fault..really.. the choice was mine..^__^ i decided to go..but WAS going back here..he didnt told me to..i told him you'd kill me all.xD (actually, i was happily sitting in the kitchen savoring my choco ice cream when things** happened..and zoom.. i rushed back.))lols sillies.. Um..im very dense at this types of things o_o(lab lab lab)xD ever since the world began.lol and im also the youngest in our family..so.yeah.xD .. .. . .. i understand that afterall you know thatin me,, ne.ne..ne..Q_Q.. tnx minna!..im ok..im ok.. just funny how im the type who ~longs for it but actually keeps... on avoiding it.HAHA (crazy) im just scared.. :) ..type who is happy being single..(honest).and just run, roll, fight , laugh , like kids..xD and..love.. ..love is foreign..hmm (its not simple as running over the fields and stuffs.. o_o..) but i think i do liked/like him..^_^. .im still thinking..(feels like sacrificing childhood) xD lols im way craaazy im sorry it became big..u_u sorry for the trouble.. w/out telling reasons behind it.. (super shy mode)its just its just.. Q_Q embarrassing..(why acting like this).. Ahh..gome..i hope you all forgive me ne.. *bows* honntonni arigato and honntonniii gomenasai.. BTW i really liked this song!! >___< http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGNS2F1fb5c [kept on listening to this while writing it..] *looks up*.. ahh.. im lucky..to have this people.. *happy*..

I was trying to post a cute picture to cheer you up but it didn't work

once believed, that fairytales existed.. simple, sweet, warm~ untwisted.. used to dream of that certain "charming",, but when he came.. i felt like drowning.. Was just used, manipulated and played..till it meant nothing.. finnaly moved on..after, oh so long.. quite glad to think, that i never met him home.. the net's a secret and a secret it stays.. Till im back again~just.. bended.. Years had pass, I doubted love dearly.. Avoided every way, every second yearly.. Seen my friends, got hurt so badly.. Wished I never knew it. Stopped it within me.. Ah, Till you came..who was I to blame.. my old "used to be thought of prince charming"..came to a dame.. I had stop my heart,, A million times, to beat that fast~ Stupidity it is..stupidity it has.. I was so strong..and was so sure.. But I fell.......I finnaly fell, this time in tune. . but I couldnt care of you~all~too well..ah~my bad.dont know what to do.. I just wanted to be by your side..understand you..protect you.. I thought i did..But I couldn't blame you.. I never will. I wouldn't want to.. just..just afraid..scared to think... history repeated. ..ah.. i may be wrong..thats why I walk away.. you never knew my side.. i never wanted you too.. :) i was just this stuck up little girl..scared..but enough to trust you.. sorry..i ended up hurting you Sorry,yes..is never enough.. Who.. are we to bluff.. ..hate me, you can.. you have the right to.. but it has been made.. ..move on..we should.. but repeatedly as i say, you were the prince..i wished.. and always will be.. ^_^ [just a thought].. ...

Hey there! I'm new to the sight, and looking to make friends to talk to on here. Just thought I'd drop by and say hello :) Hope you're doing well today!