Im never fucking online lowk

I've always wondered...If I have kids In the future what If they don't like JoJo or any anime I like??? or worse, they might like this new "Skibidi Toilet" type shit, and I won't be able to tell them the wonders of my childhood since I was born, and they might be to cringe for me...but I to might be cringe for them...and when I die, who is gonna spread the JoJo love? Plus JoJo fans might be getting hella extinct....Why do I think of this every day when I first wake up? Do I have Chronophobia??? I'm also starting to be worried about so much stuff, that I don't even know what I truly want...Life is hard, It might even cause me to drink, smoke, Or even vape...and thats a big turn down for me....Who knows what will happen next? I might be a doctor, a president, a vet, a suicidal person, a broken person, a depressed person....all this time I've never thought bout me, Yet I'm to kind to even worry, Is this how it should always be??? Or is this not normal??? I've never even had a post this long..who knows what will happen next? Maybe I might lose a limb, a family member, or even a special someone! And I want whats best for ll these people accept for me, am I asking for to much???....Now I'm worried about the things around me and myself for some reason.....It think I might need therapy soon