inori_yukki_

Guys, you know what's funny? My ex boyfriend from discord years ago, who taught me how to block people online, because back then I was unable to because of how things were back then, I'm greatful for him even though he was a deck towards me, and I understood what he meant, I'm also great from to another friend who was on amino who moved in to discord for better chat, I'm also greatful because they taught me how to cut ties, without me realizing it, I cut ties them because they kept demanding. I hope stuff like this would happen even without me realizing it. Either bad or good because that's how it always been for me.

I'm so tired, so tired in both worlds, ounce and irl. I'm so tired. I don't belong, I don't feel at ease, I feel accepted. I hate the feeling I have right now. Good night. I'm done. If I ever become a person you hate, please always remember... Who I was Before I loose my mind where I go Isolated

I'm so horrible. A horrible person who abandoned my own children, who I abandoned my own friends, who abandoned my new people who only seeks to be friends. All because of irl and online sync. I don't belong in both worlds. I'm so sorry. I don't know what to do, I just what what's best and my own life to get better. I'm so sorry. I tried. I tried.