Gray

Cheers, it's quite a while ago now, and I think I'm pretty much over it. I've been seeing other people anyway. But there's been an update to the situation, guess you missed it since it was just at the page turn, so I'll post it here: So, we've finally gotten back in touch. It's been... 6 months I think? I don't really have any interest in getting back into all those problems, but it's feels good that there are no hard feelings anymore at least. However, there's been some developments that really worry me. While she was seeing me, she was gradually getting more confident about herself, started to go out a lot more and being social, trying to get a job and an education and really moving forward despite her anxiety issues. Apparently all of that has been thrown out the window since last we spoke, she's completely isolated herself, and is just indoors by herself all day playing games, she's not seeing anybody, she's not meeting friends, even just going to the store once made her sick. I feel sorry for her and I'm really worried about her health, mental or otherwise. It seems to have gotten so bad, I'm considering getting professional help, not that I'd have the authority to get anything done. Edit: Cheers, I guess you were referring to this after all. Yeah, I'll see what I can do to get help. I don't even know who to contact though. =\ What made me want a relationship despite what she told me, was how much she behaved like a girlfriend when we were together in person. She kept acting overly cute (laying down on my lap, making me involved in things important to her since childhood, talking together for hours throughout the night) and really wanting to be with me and seeking me out. While at the same time, she kept saying she didn't want anything by text. =\

All the mixed signals and uncertainty. All the unwritten rules and unknown expectations. How everything has to be vague guesswork.