funnytree94

I pose in the mirror.. I often talk to myself and figure things out that way but then I get angry because I'm just a fool and lost all respect for myself and humanity. Lies..Lies..Lies but then again, idk. It seems like I can go on forever posing and laughing at the voices in my head but what am I really doing here?.. Just waiting to be dead and finding a girlfriend before I'm dead lol. That's all I can feel at this moment. I love girls.. Loved them since the moment I met one.

Let them do what they feel is right. I wouldn't stop anyone from being free from this shitty place. It's terrifying being alive here knowing what lurks around every corner. Yea I've been in a dark hole for the past 8 years and it's been a shit show the entire time. I'm close to the end but I keep getting people's attention out of the blue. Just today a friend sent me a message about an "opportunity" to work for this "successful" man. I haven't heard from this friend in over a year and he just now lays this on me when I'm so close to the edge? This place is funny and I see the dark side. It's all about seeing the light and the dark here and accepting it your way, not my way or her way. All I can say is, leave this place if it's too much for your beautiful head. It's up to you in the end. I'd rather be free from this place. Xoxo