edwardkinglll

@Snakee_Dubs. It's all good, I was doing all that as you said about a year ago. Funny thing was my 2 Ex girlfriend wanted to chat with me on FB after, which i knew both of them knew my ex wife, so i didn't say much to them.

after my divorce, in August 2021, and 4 months later, my Dad Passed away, added even more depression on top of my divorce. I still miss my Dad, and I'm glad he changed his life for the better, i spend as much times with my Mom and whatever i can to help her, mow her lawn, watch TV show, talk about things, only thing she wont let me help her was the dishes. I been closer to my mom than any of her kids, she as 4 including me, and my sister does the same for Mom too, but i think, which no one is ever prepared for a love one to pass away. I just might break completely. Sometimes i feel alone with my siblings, "The worst thing in the world isn't being alone,it's being surrounded by the people who make you feel alone." got a quote on a YouTube video, i felt more strongly if my Mom passes away. as for my Divorce, i was happy to get out of a bad relationship/Marriage, after a few months i was getting lonely and starting to miss the things i yearn for, just to hold someone in my arms, cuddle, sleep together, love her the way she wants to be loved, from there i was getting depressed, nothing but a good old Ice cream with Black cherry cheesecake, best ice cream i had so far got me out of my depression, until the news about my Dad passing away, its been 2 years since we split up and lived separately, felt much longer than that to me, i greatly missed having a woman in my life.