Daggera

You seem to understand the stars well. For the complications are rather true. I wish you a good night. =) http://45.media.tumblr.com/5bce7596e23514d72e10d31027e76501/tumblr_nieffnILgU1s4fz4bo1_500.gif

That is an Illusion. People want to seem complicated but they build thick walls of steel to hide the truth, because they are afraid of others getting close. So many things to fear, rejection, physical harm, judgement, betrayal and yet in the same breath they want to be close, to share a bond, they are just unsure how to. http://i.giphy.com/xTiTnrBaXopyzD6zzq.gif

I am starting to see the world as a machine. It continues on and im just a part of it to grease the machine. I have no affiliational attachments to make nor any samiliarities to share with the opposite gender. While I wish for someone special to share with it is very hard to see because of the complexities I see from my point of view. A complexity that is very indescribable and one must adhere and understand before it can be explained. https://lh3.googleusercontent.com/-IttFw1eybFI/VgNUNAZ8KzI/AAAAAAAAFvs/VJZkujRgUYQ/w500-h500/tumblr_mz8yzmi1XJ1ru39xmo1_500.gif

Aye. That does make things tough. We all have some particulars though. http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9ynguIZs11r4jonao1_500.gif

You are not the only one who thinks this. I have started thinking this as well. That perhaps I am not ment for such a thing. Almost like I am to old now and much to late. But I guess that is why even though I tell myself this I still have some sort of hope. Ive just been crushed hard that it is hard to look. https://newevolutiondesigns.com/images/freebies/space-wallpaper-5.jpg

Yea.. It can do that. There is a game I often sit and stare at the title screen of called Starbound. Space in the background. But the music itself is one of muse. I listen to it often feeling that way. Really alone and all compared to how vast everything is. Maybe some night and even the day I can share it with someone. http://33.media.tumblr.com/d574b620bb09ec6f87031e798637ff24/tumblr_n897otWyMO1shff2jo6_r1_500.gif http://api.ning.com/files/wElhaJF9fXKQyfAer*iqAnv138-eggqMZRDfAP46m1gci9HHNXhr7cwio*z04p4rUMcaZ2-8WDvIiYzFYsJtkeECr8-VgAR8/animefantasyhdstarsspaceouterimages.jpg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bufnz7GG7KI

I enjoy the night myself. But I often am reminded how far away everything really is. You can outstretch but to grasp it is extremely out of reach. Do you feel this way? Of course this could be many things indeed. http://namonitore.ru/uploads/catalog/anime/mobile_suit_gundam_seed_1600.jpg