arcangelo

In your darkest hours feeling endless pain will there be a friend to heal you from the rain is this world so selfish that no one gives a damn could there be a famous man without one single fan why do I feel cold but the fire burns so bright why do I feel pain within these words I write is this just a dream or do I feel my destiny these thoughts surround my mind in rhymes to set them free feeling such a sorrow in saddened eyes that dwell looking for my heaven in this place I just call hell inside ones darkest hours beneath the sun lite sky an unknown famous man whose tears never dry

My thoughts become so vivid entwined inside my rhyme I write about my pain to tell you of my time

I go out into the sadness of my own sadness Why I go and where I go Small errands of everyday life pretend I am a master of the inner lie Where I go and what I do I deny and reply Words are many meanings And death is no easy way out I go out into the morning now Sadness deeper than this day or many years I go on with my life A little old schnook With a computer and typing figures And a Memory deep as pain.

Depression is like a tidal wave pulling you further in You don't feel up to facing anyone or anything Depression is a huge emphasis on feeling sad and low You feel like you're in a dark place with nowhere else to go Depression is like you're falling deeper into a black hole Your mind feels violated and as though you have no control Depression is having little energy or lack of motivation You feel tired and don't want to engage in conversation Depression is used in the wrong context by naive people They don't understand the seriousness of how it affects people Depression is isolation, withdrawal, low self-esteem and more You will never understand it unless you've been through it before

“Just get over it," they say I wish I could find a way Living with it day by day Memories won't go away Medication helps to sway Many feelings of dismay But they do fail to decay The loss that one does survey Let the Lord of All Show me The Way

A truth that's told with bad intent Beats all the Lies you can invent.