Ditzy-chan

So I wasnt the most interesting/pretty or popular girl in school but now with time and age suddenly out of no where men are now intrested in me. I tend to be very on my guard due to being taken advantage of in the past. I'm very kept to myself and dont really know how to feel about this sudden change. I went from being the girl always put on the friendzone to being the girl guys want to date/ get to know. Just want to know if anyone has ever experienced this before. I only had maybe 2 or 3 relationships all of which were either toxic or emotional abusive.

I kind of prefer kpop from 2008 and maybe to 2015 or so. The new stuff that comes out is just a hit or miss for me. Doesnt help I'm still very bitter towards some of my favorite groups disbanding and what not so Kpop just hasn't been the same for me.