Your Neko Emo Friend Mia

um yeah, that is how it is exactly btw autism and social anxiety make the worse combination ever trust me I know from experiences. you're worried on how bad you will fuck up socializing then you then fuck up and then worry about how it will get worse and you fuck up more and the cycle of fucking up keeps repeating in a horrific symphony of being worried that you're going fuck up and then fucking up thus making you even more worried