Confessions

@nocturnal beherit na, most ssy "sing and i leave' most also mute me,and my true friends listen through and gets annoyed :)

i watched a few people get bullied when i was in highschool, i never helped. everyday i just stood there and watched them suffer as i was afraid they might target me aswell. everyday since then i regretted it years passed, i still remember those eyes asking for help. this took place around 2008 or 09 when the financial depression took a global hit so i clearly remember those years. i was not in any position to do anything for anyone as we were all told to help out the family doing manual work, during that time in my highschool my job was to carry 75 sacks of salt that was around 250kg so yeah you can just imagine how salt digs in your arms while you carry it, i guess its one of the ways GOD punishes those who did nothing to help the weak ones. this went on until my cashflow was stable enough to plan my own business

I confess to this day i still laugh at the memory i have where i tied a piece of green wire to a scooter and connected it to my bike to pull my younger brother around on. I started peddling as fast as i could and turned a corner and it whipped him off of it lol he legit went flying.

i confess that i suck in overwatch, but i still want a team that doesnt flame regardless of his/her skills, getting flame just demotivates you to try ;-;