Drug Addiction

@floatsinwater Thats actually a really good idea if I were to track my last months purchases it would be over 1,000$. @ Saber I should join an NA group but I am kind of afraid of my family finding out.

Will power as with any addiction if you don't want to quit you won't. If you can distract yourself it will help. You can do it you just need to believe in yourself!!

I dont give a fuck if you pity me or not Fuck off this thread if you dont give a shit cause I probably will post more about it especially when im W-D ing and I dont need your fucking attitude. Everything is so black and white to you. Read Between the lines. I Started this one and the post about dreams for noone but me. Yeah it was stupid deciding to start 2 journals online so everyone could see them but I didnt think atm that... It doesn't matter what place I post it. People are people, and they are all the same no matter where you go. weather I paint it on a wall or put it on a forum there's always gonna be that asshole. ^

Thank you. I Apologize for snapping on you. It's just not easy, and I am being stupid when i think posting about will help me deal with it. call it wishful thinking without logical explanation.

I wouldn't recommend a Narcotics Anonymous group. I was forced to go to some in the past; they say it is good for you but from what I've seen it's far from it. All NA groups do is gather together addicts; people who you DON'T want to be around if you're trying to break addiction. All it does is replace your addiction to being addicted to going to meetings. Then they want you to start donating, buying books and stuff. Then they want you to be religious with them, saying that the only way you can break your addiction is to submit to a higher power. I won't say it hasn't helped some people; but for the most I've seen it's only a temporary measure. You can only break your addiction if YOU want to. If you have friends around you that are using, find other friends who don't use. The first month is the hardest and once you get passed that it gets easier, and don't forget; online friends are still friends. If you're having a bad day, talk to someone.