Floran's Manly Dropoff

Just a vent. Just once in my life, could I keep my temper under control? Could I not cause trouble and drama for the people around? Could I not hurt people I care about, and could I not sit here, letting this tear my life up piece by piece? I thought this was over with.... So why? Maybe I was so arrogant that I never wanted to believe that it could be something wrong with me, but as time goes on... I see now that all I'm doing is poisoning everyone in contact, no matter how good of a person I *can* be... it's something that I can't accomplish alone, but my fear of it all conflicts... More than that, just feels like there's no escape.... And I don't ask for petty "material assistance" or "life views".... I just ask for help.

Disregard that. I've thought about things on my own. I'm covering this up. Props to anyone who witnessed my shame... it was for but a moment. It won't be happening again.