Relationship issues insert your problem here

I don't think I am capable of making a relationship last...Between my mood swings, my disability, and my sometimes neediness of needing cuddles, hugs, maybe kisses but never wanting more I am afraid no one will ever truly see me as I am. Gods know I am not perfect. I am overweight, I have a large nose, uneven eyebrows, asexual, bi-romantic, opinionated, and disabled physically. I carry a lot of burdens and fears from the past but I get soo, soo tired of the run around. Guys or girls say they are fine with me as I am, and they love me but then after a while they get tired of me. Why? Because they try to force me outside my comfort zone. I am like a small anime - maybe a rabbit. I can't be forced into situations that make me feel physically ill... Am I unlovable? I really just don't know anymore...

I don't really have any relationship issues persay since I don't have one at the moment, but I'd say my biggest problem in finding one is just a lot of girls don't really like my goofy personality and that I spend a lot of time playing video games. I'll be the first to admit I get friend-zoned sometimes when I find someone I do like or they just stop wanting to hang out after a few dates. I know I'm a nice guy and I know I can be a great bf for someone, but I just have to find someone who can like me for the weird and quirky guy I am and most "normal" girls around here don't like that in a guy. XD