Advice

This is the sad reality of things, you can literally put someone on a pedestal and then get treated like trash. The first girl i ever fell in love with i swear i used to do anything in my power possible to make her happy. While i understand i wasnt perfect if she needed anything i tried to be there even going far as to log in to her freaking college profile online to do her math homework for her cuz she didnt understand even when she did things like ignore me for weeks. But then she meets a guy and starts getting close saying how she misses him and how they have been hanging out. When given the choice me or him i just get tossed aside to be friends and "start over" pretty big excuse for if he dumps me i will come back to you. Just wanna say you arent alone man. Its just things that happen sometimes, and while its shitty because now you will put up this wall to protect yourself from being hurt which may come in the form of trust issues. I think you shouldbhang in there and not give up.

Thank you for your comments. I did not want to bring up old relationships that you had to go through. I really thought I could have build my future with her. Yes, I did have relationships before that, where I tried to get things going but it never happened. This one was special, I did open my heart upon her. I thought that there are things, that we have in common... actually we did. For me it was the perfect relationship, where I thought, we could work things out. As she went on to fuck another guy, my heart broke. She herself was so insecure. I tried do provide but obviously it was not enough. She did not even admit that she cheated unless one of her friends told me. She uploaded the pictures of some lovebites and certain messages. This was the worst way I could have found out about this. I know live will go on but at the moment, I just cry everyday. I will move on, hopefully, but at least give me some time to cry to my hearts content, 'cause I am really at the bottom of my life.