Afraid of real pics

I already elaborated on my profile why (I) didn’t have a irl picture, but basically it’s because I’m ugly and I don’t want people knowing what I look like, unless they are close to me. My identity is very private to me. I don’t want people to judge me unfairly based on my appearance. Afraid of real pics? Yup. I pretty much avoid taking pictures of myself. I don’t like taking pictures of myself. That’s the other thing.