Stens Thoughts

Why when you have not eaten for a while do you start to feel like you want to puke :c Edit: i ate a cherry tomato so im kinda good now xD

i know why now! our stomachs produce acid when we think about a good meal in anticipation! that acid never gets used so it just sits there and our bodies dont know what to do with it so it tells our brain we should probably get rid of that shiet

I wanna make a game about my lifes story... although that game right now would be very short and kinda depressing xD I would also like to make a game that people would actually like to play.... whenever i am done with a game i will post them here for you guys if you want :)

ah i seem to have a migraine again and i feel like puking because i have not eaten for ca 11 hours. well then THANK YOU BODY FOR WORKING CORRECTLY

well that is what i get for just sitting there infront of my computer screen being depressed all the time... that shit destroys your eyesight when doing it for as much as i am and i know it. but it is kinda fun so meh

and the feeling like i want to puke part is because of my shitty eating habit. i have only eaten 1 microwave meal today becausse i dont feel hungry.. is that because i am depressed? am i slowly turning insane? am i already insane? ah i feel empty again.... just neutral

what does emptiness truly feel like? because i must feel something right now... my thougts are racing through my head like a hurricane... i have so much i want to do but i just quit in the middle of it all idk why... like i was making a song but it did not go as i liked it so i just quit... i am too shy to sing for the lyrics i make and no one else would probably want to sing them anyway.. my songs are depressing.. they are reflecting my thoughts in the same way my creativity is... when i am feeling happy i just write about happy stuff and when i am feeling sad everything gets depressing... like right now? i feel neutral.. so i am just writing about them both

ah i am straying away from my initial thing again... damn you hurricane of thoughts! do i have adhd? or am i just weird.... i got asked that by my teachers when i was younger.. they wanted to get me evaluated for adhd because i was so full of negative energy (i was a brat and did bad stuff, got angry all of the time and called my teacher a W##re for the most stupid reason... i also broke my glasses and threw them at my teacher whilst screaming at her.. that was another teacher... i was a horrible child.. i am glad that those thoughts are all in my head now and i am not acting upon them because then i would not have any friends

Sten, chill out dude. i know its good to vent so if your just trying to offload then thats great. But i will always says "glass half full"