Keeping my sanity

Maybe some day i will, maybe itll be a person or something that interests me... But i dont see it happening any time soon, if at all

It makes sense why i am where i am in life. No motivation, no friends, no one to talk to about whats happening in my life. Whats the point of going thru stuff if you dont have anyone to share it with

Even if the bad outweighs the good ill still keep going, I dont want to but i will... not for me but for you is what i keep telling myself

I dont want to be in their life but maybe i just wish i was them... wish i was "normal" even though i know no one is truly normal

everything is based off of perspective, good or bad it depends on what side ur on... but what side am i on? I think i try to be on everyones, and i do a good job of that but that doesnt express me, i just nod and agree so it goes by faster and so no one will hate me