Does this community think I am a degenerate?

Hi all... :( I've already been shunned by 2 people on here so far and I honestly don't know why... Am I taking being an otaku too far? I am beginning to believe so. I know not everyone is going to like me. But I'm just god awful at conversation, I always have been. I put myself down a lot in life becasue of the people I meet. They tend to block me out and shun me. Maybe I have lots to learn about being an otaku still... Could anyone teach me anything they know? So I could stop feeling like I'm being a degenerate to my super awesome fellow otakus?

But seriously now, I don't think that you're a degenerate, can't say for sure though, I haven't seen you much around here. But you seem like a nice person :P

To be fair, we are all degenerates, embrace it! https://66.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lz3pydCEcV1rp7mh6o1_500.gif

I'll I can say is that when I look at your page, I feel as if I'm looking at a facebook groups page, where most of the memes they use or make are more on the cringy side. I haven't had any real interaction with you though, so this is from a purely blank perspective.

Standino, I'm actually a really Friendly and caring person when you get to know me! I tend to be kinda cringy at first. Cause I just do and say stupid things to get people to like me. I really just wanna try and conversate with a few of you fellow otakus! I'm just terrible and I don't know what to say a majority of the time. I guess I creep peeps out or make them feel annoyed. Maybe even make them uncomfortable. Thats not my intentions whatsoever. I just wanna bond and connect with some of you guys but I'm honestly still shy even though I've been here for awhile now.