Song Lyrics

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface Consuming, confusing This lack of self control I fear is never ending Controlling I can't seem To find myself again My walls are closing in (Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced That there's just too much pressure to take) I've felt this way before So insecure

The butterflies in my stomach have died Now there's lowly caterpillars that are waiting for the night to strike And they've been dying to escape The pit of my stomach's a really dark fucking place You know my new friends are starting to know Why my old ones don't talk to me anymore My ex knows why my last one's my last one Hey, guess why? It's all my stupid fucking actions

I'm paralyzed, where are my feelings? I no longer feel things, I know I should I'm paralyzed, where is the real me? I'm lost and it kills me inside, I'm paralyzed I'm paralyzed I'm scared to live, but I'm scared to die And if life is pain then I buried mine A long time ago, but it's still alive And it's takin' over me, where am I? I wanna feel somethin', I'm numb inside But I don't feel nothin', I wonder why I'm in the race of life and time passed by Look, I sit back and I watch it Hands in my pockets Waves come crashin' over me, but I just watch 'em I just watch 'em I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is I'm in a box, but I'm the one that locked me in Suffocatin' and I'm runnin' out of oxygen, ah