Laffantion struggles

@Caz i dont smile that often and when i do it does not show if i am happy or sad. When i start laughing really hard i feel the most miserable usually and with a slight smile i am the happiest i think. Is this all relevant? No. Does anyone care? I dont think so. I dont have positivity right now really.

yeah u cant force positivity. Tho than again what makes u so down right now. Laff i wanna know what is it that you truely desire... Idk what would make u right now the most happy... i only know we need to get you out of dat state of... can we call it depression?...

U might need a goal to work towards to... than increase dat goal to the mext step...and try to complete the next step... find a goal... not to big not to small work toward it... it does feel better...

Don't force smiles, it'll make you more depressed. It's better to find an outlet for stress/frustration. Like some boxing if you got something safe to hit. Use some youtube videos and work on technique. Art is good too. Writing, music, dancing, painting. Don't feel you need to do well just do. Let the feelings come out.

Well I mean we can always meet at the weekend. Like I mean we will next saturday... the 2nd thing might be trickier than we throught but not impossible it takes time tho building a friendship dat developes into real feelings... wwaiiittt waiiittt no homo... xDDDDD sorry i needed to make dat joke...

I think I am really limiting myself with my non LDR policy but I really could not do it again. I am a guy that needs physical contact often. The curse