Random facts about yourself

Im one of those people who always wants to go out but when i get out all i want to do is go home. Ive gotten to a friends before and spent 2hrs thinking to myself would it be rude if i said i wanted to go home and trying to find a way to leave without being rude only to end up staying for the whole night because i didnt want to be awkward.

I develop crushes on people that i know will never go anywhere. Whether it be someone i know is already in a relationship or someone who doesnt/wouldnt even talk to me. Then ill turn around and cheer on the relationship they are in, telling them i hope it works out (which i really do even if i secretly wonder what would happen if they broke up) and somehow become the one they come to for advise when things go bad. It both eats me up on the inside and gives me a good feeling thinking im a good guy right? even tho im disregarding my own feelings... but at least they are happy.