Random thoughts...

@lei, maybe your happy hormones just needs some vacation to recover. Give it a bit time, I'm sure they will come back soon. ------------ Today I visited my father and I could see some tears in his eyes. It was the first time I have seen him crying. He's worrying alot about people he cares and two person goes through a very rough time right now. I died 1000 times if he was asking me out about when he will meet my boyfriend etc - I told him that it will probably never happen. I'm pretty sure he felt my sad vibes.

It is kinda interesting to remember that Brazil almost wiped Paraguay from the face of Earth during the Paraguay War. Brazil razed like 80% of its male population and I'm not even joking. The bad part is that women and children were sent to the front lines by Solano Lopez just because he was a dolt who THOUGHT who could topple the Brazilian Empire. No wonder Paraguayans hate us to this day. Hail Empire!