Pika-Chan's House of Whatever

Pika these friends are your family. Being basically disouned by my family because I fail everything I try. I have fought for everything. I don't have many friends either.

There must be something about me Dunno what it is but I'm an inconvenience to a lot of people On here and irl Even the person I care most about is starting to leave me behind no matter how hard I try to help him I just want him to be happy But even that's to much to ask for now

That's just how life is. It can't be all sunshine and rainbows as much as some of us want to. You're going to have hard times. It's going to hurt. It's going to be painful. But if you can endure that pain, then you'll come out a stronger person (and I totally did not rip that from fullmetal alchemist, *cough*) I'm really sorry that things are not going well with him now, but that doesn't make you any less of a person than you were before. You're very kind that you want him to be happy. That's what makes you, you. You're a kind person, Pika. Never stop being you.

I don't know why you think you inconvenience people here. You usually make everyone happy. Everyone just wants you to be happy for real too. Not just pretend to be happy. Of course we can't magically make you happy or make your problems go away, we just want to help and also understand you better by knowing why you are unhappy and maybe offering advice or even just being here for you if nothing else.

Your no inconvenience to us. I actually know how you feel. An old friend of mine used to say the same thing to me. She said she was always in the way. that I seemed to drift away from her .even though I was right next to her. Later I found out how hard she tried to stay next to me. I never want that to happen again. What can I do to help.

I'm asking myself the same questions like before Except I don't have a sharp object on a vital point this time I'm pretty scared of myself and scared of what people think

Well Pika maybe you need to take a closer look. Because we definitely think highly of you if we weren't clear enough. We wouldn't be talking this long if we didn't.

I be myself and people can't seem to appreciate that I'm nice and I get used I get depressed I end up making a scene and making everyone feel bad I'm not trying to get pity from anyone But it's better to be honest with people

I'm sorry this talk has brought up some very painful memories and it hurts. But psychological pain is good it reminds me that I'm not a robot I'm not some toy soldier I'm human and I have feelings too. I must leave now sorry. Pika your in good hands here.

And that's good. Honestly is nice. We're not trying to pity you. We'd like to understand what's wrong, and if possible, help. We can't always do the second but we are here for you. You can always be you here. You can't please everyone, but you'll be honest and form genuine friendships.