Truth or Dare

I'm so sad to say this but... I think my current feelings for my ex are pretty close to hate... I've loved her so much for 7 years, and well not to go into the details, she kind of got seduced around 10 times by other dudes (and left me each time), and cheated on me before finally leaving me for guys she met for only 1 week on the net... Juste the fact that' I have been trying so hard for 7 years, giving it my best, forgiving again and again, and bonding this much... just to be treated like this... Yes I think at the moment I loathe her :(

Oh my the first crush was actually someone in another class I always liked to teased and hang around her cause she was a funny person and we understand each other. Well kinda got to dating the person for a while and ofc like I always told you I've always been the one fukking up the whole relationship... cause I don't know when a joke is too much or when not to joke around... I'm a chronic idiot D:

I'm scared of what you guys may say if I choose dare, so... Truth xd