KanekiVoices

@snakee_dubs From my experience you got to start loving yourself like immediately. I'm suffering the after effects of such abysmal thought habits. I think my mind state has accelerated into a runaway. I can't believe I allowed my mind to fail at producing positive thoughts now I have to drown in more absurdities than I can counteract. You can literally be there for yourself right now. Play the healer more than you play the hater in your mind. Put some hours in on that healer class I think it's worth it. Just switch classes bro don't log out. Don't play your main. That shit wack. Big Buffs all the way :) We make the fights harder when we constantly debuff ourselves. You get me? Me personally I haven't logged many hours on my healer. But, trying to come up with something to lift you spirits I see I should also ignore my main. I normally am okay believing I don't deserve anything only because my father & my lord show there infinite mercies and give to me anyway even though i'm so ugly and ashamed. It heals me to know even though I don't deserve anything I have received many blessings. And, there's nothing I can do to be worthy of such unconditional love. But, I gotta def start playing my healer class more often God love those who help themselves. The hater class is the worse class. It might be new and hard to cast buffs when thinking about what you need but just think about how to counteract the debuffs first. You need to be alive. Think in terms of what to heal and what to protect. Hope this helps. Excuse my weird way of looking at things. If you truly believe you have no worth. Do what I do just be happy for everything you receive because it's insane we receive. It's amazing. Like damn I have no worth but (insert something good). I settled on the fact I don't deserve anything so it doesn't make me sad it makes me dumbfounded and just happy I receive. At least that's how I've been feeling my perception leaning towards lately. Everything beginning to look like a gift. Just a tip if you decide to settle on you deserve nothing or you have no worth. Though that probably isn't the best thing to accept but I understand.